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Idk how to make you happy.. Its all my fault.. Everything i do is so stupid. But all i know is that iloveyou.. Idk wat to do to make you even care for me.. You said i don care bout you, You said i dint put myself in ur shoes.. But look, Have you ever tot of how i care for you? Do i even exist in ur eyes? Watever i do, is like nth to you.. Even if u lose me now, You'll feel nth.. Sorry and thanks for everything.. I'll take my leave, soon.. Idw to be ur burden anymore.. Im always worried bout you.. Idk wat ur thinking.. All i wan is to share ur probs. I always show u i cared for you.. But ur words are just too hurting.. Im always whining.. Ya im a kid. You love man, not kid.. All i did, was wrong from the start.. I dint know i had to go through so much things, So much painful times, But got nth in the end.. The guilt u have, You can always make up for it.. Instead, You don care and cont hurting me.. Im not a robot. I changed so much, just for you.. You felt it too, right? You love him, not me. Watever i do is only making you feel irritated.. Sweet like last time after we couple? Its impossible.. You don even care bout me. Not even msging me when u wake up.. I'll try to use up my ppc, So that i wont irritate you anymore.. You don know how much i miss you, Sometimes i feel so stupid, crying when i fking miss you.. I cant even slp when i know ur working.. Only when u reached home, then im able to slp. Keep avoid meeting me.. Isnt it signs tat you don need me at all in ur life? The reason we're still contacting is becos of me.. Sorry but im unable to let go.. Feeling hurt everyday.. You said we're meant to be.. But you broke all our promises, Saying promises are meant to be broken.. Oh ok its all my fault, tat i hai u so many times.. Its over for us.. When love's lost, It can never be found again.. Idk if u did love me before.. Udk how worried i am for you everytime.. Im always thinking of you, In everything i do.. Everytime im ok, Its always spoiled.. I you want ppl to care for you, You have to care for ppl in the 1st place.. You don care bout me, How can i know wat you need. When you even treat me so coldly, Not replying pm everytime, sms, everything.. I dint know im so fked up.. Sorry for being in ur life. I wanna be strong, But i cant. Ur words affect me more than anything.. But if im not strong, Who will be strong for u, if u feel weak? I just wan you.. I'll wait, and wait, and wait, and wait.. Till one day, i know u'll need me.. I just wan you to take care of urself for the time being.. I hope to get a good job so that next time can yang you.. As i promised.. iloveyou baby.. |
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