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I just wan you to love me.. Maybe im fated to be alone after all .  Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Jov ! Im always so worried bout you.. Idk what will happen to you.. Idk what you doing, But im afraid that when i ask too much, U'll feel irritated and pissed x.x I cant stop myself from being worried bout you everyday ): Im always jealous.. Jealous when ur with other guys.. x.x Idc bout wdat hope or guilt you talking bout alr.. All i wan now is that u'll be happy.. Happy when ur with me.. I just wanna be the person who makes ur day. I changed instantly for you.. I did my best and everything for you.. But seems that you don care at all.. But i told myself, I'll be strong, no matter what. I only wanna be someone whose important to you.. Someone u'll find easy to talk to.. Someone who u'll turn to when ur down.. Someone who u want to spend the rest of ur life with.. Idk what to do alr.. I'll just wait.. and wait. iloveyou baby i hope, oneday, u'll be mine.. Idk how to make you happy.. Its all my fault.. Everything i do is so stupid. But all i know is that iloveyou.. Idk wat to do to make you even care for me.. You said i don care bout you, You said i dint put myself in ur shoes.. But look, Have you ever tot of how i care for you? Do i even exist in ur eyes? Watever i do, is like nth to you.. Even if u lose me now, You'll feel nth.. Sorry and thanks for everything.. I'll take my leave, soon.. Idw to be ur burden anymore.. Im always worried bout you.. Idk wat ur thinking.. All i wan is to share ur probs. I always show u i cared for you.. But ur words are just too hurting.. Im always whining.. Ya im a kid. You love man, not kid.. All i did, was wrong from the start.. I dint know i had to go through so much things, So much painful times, But got nth in the end.. The guilt u have, You can always make up for it.. Instead, You don care and cont hurting me.. Im not a robot. I changed so much, just for you.. You felt it too, right? You love him, not me. Watever i do is only making you feel irritated.. Sweet like last time after we couple? Its impossible.. You don even care bout me. Not even msging me when u wake up.. I'll try to use up my ppc, So that i wont irritate you anymore.. You don know how much i miss you, Sometimes i feel so stupid, crying when i fking miss you.. I cant even slp when i know ur working.. Only when u reached home, then im able to slp. Keep avoid meeting me.. Isnt it signs tat you don need me at all in ur life? The reason we're still contacting is becos of me.. Sorry but im unable to let go.. Feeling hurt everyday.. You said we're meant to be.. But you broke all our promises, Saying promises are meant to be broken.. Oh ok its all my fault, tat i hai u so many times.. Its over for us.. When love's lost, It can never be found again.. Idk if u did love me before.. Udk how worried i am for you everytime.. Im always thinking of you, In everything i do.. Everytime im ok, Its always spoiled.. I you want ppl to care for you, You have to care for ppl in the 1st place.. You don care bout me, How can i know wat you need. When you even treat me so coldly, Not replying pm everytime, sms, everything.. I dint know im so fked up.. Sorry for being in ur life. I wanna be strong, But i cant. Ur words affect me more than anything.. But if im not strong, Who will be strong for u, if u feel weak? I just wan you.. I'll wait, and wait, and wait, and wait.. Till one day, i know u'll need me.. I just wan you to take care of urself for the time being.. I hope to get a good job so that next time can yang you.. As i promised.. iloveyou baby.. I know nth last forever.. We were never meant to be.. Sorry for wasting ur time.. Sorry for everthing tat i have caused.. Sorry for making you lose ur frens.. Sorry for knowing you in the 1st place.. All that i tried.. All that i done.. Nth seems to change it. The more i do, The more i think, The more i ponder upon, Things seems to get worst everyday.. Those times when we're tgt, I tot eternity do exist.. Im so stupid, so foolish to believe all this nonsense I know the truth but Idk why I lie to myself And chose to believe Everything you said, Everything you promised.. All seems to be my fault.. Idk how to make you happy, Idk how to make ur day, Idk how to please you, Im useless.. Im NTH to you, Just someone whose thr when ur bored, Tired or heartbroken.. I understand everything.. Finally understood.. If one day, I really disappeared from ur life, Maybe u'll see the difference, Me in ur life and me OFF ur life.. I can feel the day coming.. Soon, we'll be strangers.. Soon, everything will be alright.. Soon, U'll be free from me.. Im a burden to you.. No matter how much i tried to change, No matter how much i tried to do, Nth seems budge. Ur heart seems so far away.. Kept, locked in a place where i'll never be able to reach.. I always wanted to be the one who will be thr for me.. You dont need me in the 1st place.. Im just a irritating pest.. Sorry to irritate you. Sorry to spoil ur mood everyday. Im not fit to be urs.. Everything are meant to be from the start.. I'll take my leave.. Baby iloveyou x.x |
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